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darknemiss

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I don't read. I consume. Im a maintenance issue. Shrek shitting mid conversation while trying to be horribly subtle.

Im Yours to Be

53 plays · 3:43

Welcome to My Messy Mind

Verse 1

I've got a thousand thoughts awake,

A thousand dreams that twist and shake.

Some days I don't know wrong from right,

Some days I wage wars with my mind.

I've got my walls, I've got my fears,

I've got a history of wasted tears.

But you walked in without a guide,

And somehow found a place inside.

Pre-Chorus

I never thought that I would find

Someone who'd want this heart of mine.

I warned you 'bout the storms I'd bring,

You stayed and heard me when I'd sing.

Chorus

Welcome to my messy mind,

I don't know what you want to find.

But you're welcome to try,

While I'm still asking "why?"

I can't understand how you saw me,

And went "She's mine to be."

When I was busy being crazy,

You still stayed, you still believed.

Verse 2

I wasn't wearing a golden crown,

I wasn't some lost princess to be found.

No royal ball, no grand parade,

Just all the mess that my mind had made.

Yet you looked at me as if somehow

I was the one you'd choose right now.

Like some brave knight who'd crossed the sea,

You looked at me and saw me.

Pre-Chorus

And I still wonder what you see,

What made you want a girl like me?

I might not understand it yet,

But you're the sweetest chance I've met.

Chorus

Welcome to my messy mind,

I don't know what you want to find.

But you're welcome to try,

While I'm still asking "why?"

I can't understand how you saw me,

And went "She's mine to be."

When I was busy being crazy,

You still stayed, you still believed.

Bridge

And if the castle walls should fall,

If I can't make sense of it all,

If every thought becomes a storm,

And I forget what safe feels like once more,

I'll try to trust what I can't see,

That you can find the good in me.

I may not know just why you stayed,

But I won't call your choice a mistake.

Final Chorus

Welcome to my messy mind,

There's more than chaos here to find.

And though I'm still asking "why,"

I'll let you stay and I'll still try.

I can't understand how you saw me,

And went "She's mine to be."

When I was busy being crazy,

You still stayed, you still believed.

Outro

So welcome in, my heart's unmade,

There's no grand act, no masquerade.

I'm still a mystery, even to me,

But you stayed long enough to see.

Blood Runs Thicker Than Water

55 plays · 3:40

Blood Runs Thicker Than Water

Verse 1

Picture frames upon the wall,

Perfect smiles that hide it all.

Every secret, every lie,

Buried underneath the ties.

Silver spoons and dinner plates,

Polite hellos concealing hate.

Everybody plays a part,

With their poker faces and hollow hearts.

Pre-Chorus

They tell me family never bends,

That blood is thicker till the end.

But what if all the rules they made

Are just another masquerade?

Chorus

Blood runs thicker than water,

Blood runs thicker than water.

But they both taste the same,

When you close your eyes.

Don't worry about the game,

Just look twords the sky...

Verse 2

Count the cards and watch them fall,

Who's the winner after all?

Every pawn believes they're free,

Till they learn the strategy.

Keep your secrets, lock the door,

Tell yourself you need no more.

Wear the smile they taught you well,

Make it look like heaven, live in hell.

Pre-Chorus

They tell me family never bends,

That blood is thicker till the end.

But what if all the rules they made

Are just another masquerade?

Chorus

Blood runs thicker than water,

Blood runs thicker than water.

But they both taste the same,

When you close your eyes.

Don't worry about the game,

Just look twords the sky...

Bridge

Up above, the stars don't care,

Who was cruel or who played fair.

The moon won't ask you to explain,

It shines on everyone the same.

So let them argue, let them fight,

Let them claim that wrong is right.

When the final curtain falls,

Will there be a game at all?

Breakdown

Blood runs thicker...

Water runs cold...

Stories are written,

And stories are told.

Who holds the cards?

Who holds the key?

Who's really playing?

Who's really free?

Final Chorus

Blood runs thicker than water,

Blood runs thicker than water.

But they both taste the same,

When you close your eyes.

Don't worry about the game,

Just look twords the sky...

Outro

Just look towards the sky...

Don't ask the reason why...

Blood runs thicker than water...

And the stars won't take your side.

Mother May I?

71 plays · 3:58

Can We Talk About Me?

Verse 1: Obedient, sweet, almost doll-like

Yes, Mother, I'll do what you say,

I'll put all my feelings away.

I'll clean up the mess, I'll straighten the room,

I'll make myself useful from morning to noon.

I'll hold my tongue, I'll lower my eyes,

I'll smile for you, I'll tell you no lies.

Whatever you need, whatever you please,

I'll bend like a branch in the cold winter breeze.

Pre-Chorus

Just give me a list, I'll cross off each task,

I'll never complain, you don't have to ask.

I'm happy to help, I'm happy to be

Exactly the person you wanted from me.

Chorus

I'm your page

I'm your cook

I'm your maid

I'm your rook.

I'm only here to do what you please.

Can we take a break?

Can we talk about me?

Give me a chance to speak.

Can we talk about me?

Mother may I do as you ask of me?

Verse 2: Sarcastic, desperate, starting to crack

Oh, yes, Your Majesty, what shall I do?

Shall I scrub the floor while I'm scrubbing out me too?

Shall I sew my mouth shut, polish my chains,

And thank you politely for all of my pains?

I'll fetch you your coffee, I'll swallow my pride,

I'll bury my feelings and keep them inside.

Anything else? Should I get on my knees?

Perhaps I could thank you for letting me breathe?

Pre-Chorus: Mocking, increasingly frantic

Oh, give me a chore, give me something to mend,

I'll be your servant until the very end!

Don't mind my opinion, don't mind my distress,

I'm just your obedient little success!

Chorus

I'm your page

I'm your cook

I'm your maid

I'm your rook.

I'm only here to do what you please.

Can we take a break?

Can we talk about me?

Give me a chance to speak.

Can we talk about me?

Mother may I do as you ask of me?

Bridge: The sarcasm collapses into desperation

Oh, Mother, I'm sorry, was that out of line?

To ask for a moment, to ask for what's mine?

I know I'm just talking, I know I'm a fool,

I should know by now that there are rules.

So tell me to hush, tell me to smile,

I'll play your little game for a little while.

But Mother, I'm begging, just answer me this...

When did my life become something I miss?

Final Chorus: Furious, almost laughing through the words

I'm your page!

I'm your cook!

I'm your maid!

I'm your rook!

I'm ONLY here to do what you please!

CAN WE TAKE A BREAK?!

CAN WE TALK ABOUT ME?!

Give me a chance to speak!

CAN WE TALK ABOUT ME?!

Mother, may I do as you ask of me?!

Outro: Quiet, polite, almost automatic

Yes, Mother.

Of course, Mother.

Whatever you say.

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