Losing Me

Funny how the silence gets loud at night

When there’s nobody left to hold you tight

I still hear your footsteps down the hall

Even though you don’t come by at all

And the pictures on my phone don’t feel the same

Now your smile just burns inside my brain

Everybody says that time can heal

But they don’t know how empty feels

I’m losing myself

Trying to find you in somebody else

And every street still carries your name

But nothing out here feels the same

I’m losing myself

Talking to shadows when I need help

And all the words we never said

Keep running circles in my head

You never know the weight of love

Till it’s gone and you can’t pick it up

You never see the cracks appear

Till you’re staring at them in the mirror

Now the coffee’s cold on your side still

And your jacket hangs where you left it

I keep acting like I’m doing fine

But truth is I’m just killing time

I’m losing myself

Trying to find you in somebody else

And every song keeps sounding wrong

Since the night you’ve been gone

I’m losing myself

Drowning in memories I can’t help

And all the dreams we used to chase

Fade a little every day

Maybe love’s just learning how to leave

Maybe hearts break quietly

Maybe some people stay forever

Even after they leave

I’m losing myself

Still seeing you in every crowd

And if you heard me now somehow

Would you turn around?

Cause I’m losing myself

And I don’t know who I am without you now

The world keeps moving way too fast

While I’m stuck somewhere in our past