Hard to Love

You know I do everything for you

I maybe not be the best atleast I tried

I trusted you from the very start

Made you a promise and honest thoughts

But why ?

You lied ,you betrayed me ? After all I've done was loving you the best I can.

Did I deserved all that shit you did ?

made me question my worth and asking why or where did I go wrong. .

You talked bad about me behind my back, but I stayed so long because I loved you so bad without knowing that love could hurt me so bad.

But then I realised that truth will set us free . I've been hurt and can't take it anymore. If hurting me makes you happy then forget me I'll let you go , and I'm not yours anymore.

Not that I left, but that I stayed for so long while you were hurting me.

Do you realize what you had? A woman who knew you were lying and still chose to trust you again.

A woman who felt the betrayal and still chose to forgive you. A woman who heard how you spoke about her when she wasn't there, and still came home and cooked for you, took care of you,still loved you.

I hope one day it hits you. When you're lying in bed and no one worries if you got home safe. When you need someone to defend you and no one does. When you tell your story and realize no one listens the way I did.

I hope you realize that you didn't lose a woman who was hard to love. You lost the woman who loved you when you were hard to love.

You lost the one who stayed.

You lost the one who would have stayed through anything if you just respected her.

you will never find that kind of love again — not the same, not twice.

One day you will look for me in every woman, and you won't find me. That is your regret to carry, not mine anymore.