💀 My Beautiful Disease 💀

Verse 1

You arrived like a funeral

Dressed in moonlight and black lace

Every room felt colder

The moment I saw your face

I should've ran from the hunger

Burning behind your eyes

But some devils don't hide their horns

They hide them behind paradise

Pre-Chorus

I knew you'd ruin me

That's why I stayed

Chorus

You're my beautiful disease

The addiction underneath my skin

Every prayer ends with your name

Every nightmare pulls me in

I know you're poison

I know you're death

I know you'd watch me bleed

But I'd still crawl through hell tonight

For one more taste of you

My beautiful disease

Verse 2

You move through my memory

Like a shadow through candlelight

Leaving fingerprints on every thought

That follows me at night

You're hanging from the ceiling

You're hiding in the walls

The silence speaks with your voice now

And it never stops

Pre-Chorus

I buried us a thousand times

You always rise again

Chorus

You're my beautiful disease

The addiction underneath my skin

Every prayer ends with your name

Every nightmare pulls me in

I know you're poison

I know you're death

I know you'd watch me bleed

But I'd still crawl through hell tonight

For one more taste of you

My beautiful disease

Bridge

If I saw you standing in the doorway

I'd let all the darkness back inside

I'd trade every ounce of peace I've found

Just to feel your teeth one more time

Everybody tells me to move on

They don't understand

You weren't just a woman

You became my religion

Breakdown

You're in the walls

You're in the dark

You're in every heartbeat

After midnight

You're in the blood

You're in the scars

You're in every shadow

Waiting for me

Final Chorus

You're my beautiful disease

The curse I never want to cure

The wound that never closes

The ache that always wants more

I know you'll never save me

I know you'll never leave

Because every part of who I am

Belongs to you now

My beautiful disease

Outro

When the lights go out

And the world goes still

I can feel you breathing

Somewhere in the dark