Awake

and carry me now

And don't let me out

I get a terrible day, I get a terrible day

I can't feel my heart

And the blood that you're sharing me is killing me

And I just wanna wake up and say

What it's like to be loved, to be killed

The feeling hurts

Inside my heart

I just don't want you back to me

And I want you now

I'm waiting in pain

And with the blood

Shattered all over the blade

I got to say

The way that you are counting me

It's scaring me

But baby I just came here to say

What it's like to be loved

To be kissed

The feeling here

Inside my heart

I just don't want you back to me

And I want you

Wake up distressed

And out between you bit me

No more danger makes me

Just like I know how

To cut out my finger and pull the trigger

Right on my disaster

It feels like

I want to celebrate the day I live without you

Just like the kids with their lollipop

Just like I am the dagger

in my hands

And now unveil, I know it's failed

It's just

like wonderful

I cry myself

But with the happiness and joy