I Dont Wanna Feel This Way

Intro

Mm

Yeah

Mm-hmm

Verse 1

Woke up at noon with a hole in my chest

Told my reflection I'm trying my best

Bottle of water and half of a pill

Nobody calls me and nobody will

Mama still praying I make it to church

I'm in the mirror just searching for worth

Scrolling through faces I barely know

Smiling at people who let me go

Chorus

I'm drowning in my own room

Drowning in my own room

Tell me that it's gonna end soon

Tell me that it's gonna end soon

I don't wanna feel this way

But I feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

But I feel this way

Verse 2

Friends turned to ghosts and the ghosts turned to noise

Losing my mind but I'm keeping my poise

Texts going green and the silence is loud

Lonely is something I wear like a shroud

They say that it passes it passes it never

I'm holding my breath underwater forever

Wish I could call you but what would I say

That I'm a stranger who moved in my place

Chorus

I'm drowning in my own room

Drowning in my own room

Tell me that it's gonna end soon

Tell me that it's gonna end soon

I don't wanna feel this way

But I feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

But I feel this way

Bridge

Maybe tomorrow I'll open the blinds

Maybe tomorrow I'll answer the phone

Maybe tomorrow I'll answer the phone

Maybe tomorrow I'll feel like I'm home

Maybe I'm closer than I even know

Maybe the low is a place I can grow

Maybe I'm closer than I even know

Maybe I'm closer

Chorus

I'm drowning in my own room

Drowning in my own room

Tell me that it's gonna end soon

Tell me that it's gonna end soon

I don't wanna feel this way

But I feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

But I feel this way

Outro

Mm

Yeah

Mm-hmm