Cyber Mage of Orion

Verse 1

I don’t speak much, I just hold it in

pressure in my chest like a war within

every breath feels heavy, slow

like I’m carrying things nobody knows

eyes stay open but I’m not awake

living on edge just to stay in place

smiles don’t mean what they used to mean

everything’s louder inside my scream

Hook

I’m deep in it, no way out

silent pain but it’s too loud

I don’t fall, I just break slow

and nobody really knows

I’m deep in it, under skin

fighting ghosts I live within

no light where I go

just weight I can’t let go

Verse 2

I stopped explaining what I feel inside

words don’t help when everything dies

I learned to stand while I fall apart

quiet damage in a broken heart

I move like I’m half erased

still here but I lost my place

don’t ask me if I’m okay

I forgot how to say

Bridge

no saving me, no rescue call

I built these walls just to feel small

and if I disappear one night

it’s just me turning off the light

Outro

deep in it, I stay there

no peace, no prayer

just silence where I used to be

and it’s all still inside of me