Lyrics
[Verse 1] I dont know where to begin
So i'll just say what i'm feeling within
Feeling alone is crushing my heart
And it's ripping me the fuck apart
Lonelyness is killing me
And there's no one that wanna see
There's no one that can understand
Cos they all have a helping hand
Feeling alone is the worst feeling anyone can get
And it's something that never left my fucking head
40 years i feel like this
And i know what i fucking miss
Love and affection and a sweet soft touch
But i guess i'm just asking too fucking much
I'm just born to feel crappy
Instead of feeling a little happy
[Pre-Chorus] I'm ready to give up
Coz the only thing i do is just fuck things up
All the time i feel so down and sore
I'm just so fucking tired and i can't take this shit anymore
[Chorus] Broken , alone and mad and sad
Are the only feelings i ever fucking had
It's always the same damn song
Cos no matter what i do , it always goes fucking wrong (always goes fucking wrong)
No matter how hard i try
I will never fucking fly
And i don't see any light
So i'm thinking to give up this fucking fight (give up this fucking fight)
[Verse 2] I just don't see a reason anymore
Cos i always end up on a closed fucking door
I always get left behind
For no one to search and for no one to find
I always pretended to be tough
But to be honnest i'm not strong enough
I wish i was strong
But the road is too fucking long
I can't do this by myself
Cos lonelyness is fucking hell
I hate my fucking life
Especially now that i lost my wife
Now that i lost my son
The real hell has just begun
And there's nothing i can do
Than to say goodbye to all of you
[Pre-Chorus] I'm ready to give up
Coz the only thing i do is just fuck things up
All the time i feel so down and sore
I'm just so fucking tired and i can't take this shit anymore
[Chorus] Broken , alone and mad and sad
Are the only feelings i ever fucking had
It's always the same damn song
Cos no matter what i do , it always goes fucking wrong (always goes fucking wrong)
No matter how hard i try
I will never fucking fly
And i don't see any light
So i'm thinking to give up this fucking fight (give up this fucking fight)
[Verse 3] I just wanna know what love is
Cos that's the only thing i fucking miss
The only thing that can pull me up
And the only thing that can help me to reach the top
I'm just so fucking hurt
And i feel like i'm fucking dirt
Maybe i'm just a piece of shit
And maybe i'm just not worth of it
I don't think that i can heal
That's just the way i fucking feel
If there's no one to love me
There is no reason for me to be
[Pre-Chorus] I'm ready to give up
Coz the only thing i do is just fuck things up
All the time i feel so down and sore
I'm just so fucking tired and i can't take this shit anymore
[Final-Chorus] Broken , alone and mad and sad
Are the only feelings i ever fucking had
It's always the same damn song
Cos no matter what i do , it always goes fucking wrong (always goes fucking wrong)
No matter how hard i try
I will never fucking fly
And i don't see any light
So i'm thinking to give up this fucking fight (give up this fucking fight)
[Outro] Just give up this fucking fight
Cos there is no fucking light
Cos there is no fucking happyness
The only thing there is is this fucking crappyness