There Will Probably Be A Next Time

Verse 1

Grey

Dust motes

Hover in a shaft of sun

I blink at the plaster on the ceiling

My throat feels like it swallowed broken glass

Dry

I am still here

Everything is exactly where I left it

Chorus

Half of me is glad I failed

Half of me is mad I failed

I can't say I'm sorry

I can't say I'm sorry

Maybe tomorrow I'll want to stay

Maybe tomorrow I'll slip away

Drop

Slip away

Slip away

Verse 2

Cold

Kitchen floor

Tiles pressing into my spine

The clock on the wall ticks too loud

Silver spoon

Sugar spills across the wood

Nothing feels real anymore

Nothing

It is heavy

Living is a heavy weight to pull

Chorus

Half of me is glad I failed

Half of me is mad I failed

I can't say I'm sorry

I can't say I'm sorry

Maybe tomorrow I'll want to stay

Maybe tomorrow I'll slip away

Drop

Slip away

Slip away

Bridge

Broken wires

Broken dreams

Broken skin

I am a jagged piece of something else

Don't ask me for a promise

Don't ask me for a plan

Don't ask me for a reason

The air is thick

The air is thin

The air is gone

Chorus

Half of me is glad I failed

Half of me is mad I failed

I can't say I'm sorry

I can't say I'm sorry

Maybe tomorrow I'll want to stay

Maybe tomorrow I'll slip away

Drop

Slip away

Slip away

I'm still here

I'm still here

Outro

Just for now

The sun is too bright

Just for now

The room is quiet

One more breath

One more minute

Maybe

Maybe

Maybe