BLOOD DISEASE

Intro

(yeah…)

I swear I tried, I really fucking tried…

(but it’s gone now)

mmm… hmm…

City lights blur when I close my eyes

(yeah, yeah)

I don’t feel real, I just feel disguised

Verse 1

I woke up in a room that don’t feel like mine

Same old ceiling, same broken signs

You left your perfume in my fucking hoodie

Now every breath feels like you still took me

I talk to silence like it talks back

It says “move on,” but I don’t know how to act

Scrolling our past like a dead archive

Every memory cuts, but I still survive

I don’t trust love, it’s a loaded gun

It smiles at you, then you’re fucking done

I been laughing outside, dying inside

Got a heart full of noise I can’t hide

(yeah… yeah… don’t go… don’t go…)

Chorus

I miss you like a fucking disease

It lives in my blood, it don’t let me breathe

Tell me why the hell you had to leave

Now I’m talking to ghosts on repeat

(I’m gone… I’m gone…)

And I can’t sleep, no peace, no relief

(I’m gone…)

Every dream just turns into grief

(I’m gone…)

I miss you like a fucking disease

And it’s killing the version of me

Verse 2

I put my pain in designer clothes

Gucci tears, nobody knows

I smile for cameras, fake-ass glow

But my soul still freezing slow

Late night calls that never come

Empty bed, I feel so numb

You moved on, I stayed stuck

Guess I ran out of fucking luck

I hear your laugh in random shit

Like broken glass in every hit

I light a smoke just to forget

But it pulls you closer, what the fuck is this?

(why you gone… why you gone…)

Bridge

Maybe I’m the problem, maybe I’m cursed

Maybe love was just a beautiful hearse

We drove too fast, now it hurts

Now I’m buried in my own words

Tell me, was it real or just pretend?

Did we ever fucking stand a chance?

Or was I just another dead-end?

Another story I can’t amend

(I still see you… I still see you…)

Chorus

I miss you like a fucking disease

It lives in my blood, it don’t let me breathe

Tell me why the hell you had to leave

Now I’m talking to ghosts on repeat

(I’m gone… I’m gone…)

And I can’t sleep, no peace, no relief

(I’m gone…)

Every dream just turns into grief

(I’m gone…)

I miss you like a fucking disease

And it’s killing the version of me

Outro

(yeah…)

I guess I’m still here

But I’m not really here

(i miss you so much… “come back to me please…” “…fuck…”)