Finally Feeling Alone

Verse 1

I’m back in the city, the air hits different when you’re the one owning the breeze

I checked the flight tracker, I know you just landed, I know you’re back on your knees

Not praying to God, just checking the mentions, seeing who’s liking your feed

I bought you that watch so you’d know what the time is, but you’re still behind on the speed

(Yeah)

Funny how loyalties shift when the climate gets cold and the circles get small

I sent the driver to pick up your boxes, I didn’t have time for the call

You’re texting my brother like he’s gonna bridge it, like he’s gonna soften the fall

But I’m in the studio, 4 AM, staring at nothing, just back to the wall

(Back to the wall, yeah)

Pre-Chorus

And I know you’re out at The Nice Guy tonight

Trying to look like you’re having the time of your life

But your eyes are on the door

Waiting for me to walk through like before

(But I'm not coming, no)

Chorus

You’re looking for closure in places I already burned down

(Burned it all)

You’re seeking a Savior in someone who’s leaving the town

(Leaving the town)

I gave you the blueprint, I gave you the keys to the throne

Now you’re just sitting there, queen of a house not a home

(Yeah, queen of a house not a home)

It’s 6 PM in Calabasas, and I’m finally feeling alone

(And I like it that way)

Verse 2

The lifestyle is taxing, the taxes are high, and the friends are all lower than dirt

I’m seeing the memes, I’m hearing the whispers, I know that you’re trying to hurt

But how can you poison a well that’s already been dry since the first?

I’m over the drama, I’m over the trauma, I’m quenching a different thirst

(A different thirst, yeah)

I saw your story, you’re wearing my hoodie, the one with the stain on the cuff

You’re playing my music to trigger the memory, like I haven't given enough

You want the "old me," the one who was vulnerable, one who was calling your bluff

But that version of Aubrey is buried in Toronto, the winter was rough

(It was real rough)

Bridge

Maybe in five years we’ll laugh about this over dinner in France

(Maybe)

Maybe I’ll give you a second, a third, or a forty-fifth chance

(Nah, probably not)

But right now the jet is fueled up and the pilot is ready to fly

I’m looking down at the lights of the city and saying goodbye

Without saying goodbye

(Yeah)

Chorus

You’re looking for closure in places I already burned down

(Burned it all)

You’re seeking a Savior in someone who’s leaving the town

(Leaving the town)

I gave you the blueprint, I gave you the keys to the throne

Now you’re just sitting there, queen of a house not a home

(Yeah, queen of a house not a home)

It’s 6 PM in Calabasas, and I’m finally feeling alone

Outro

(Finally feeling alone)

(Yeah)