Doorway To You

Hello?

You know what time it is, right?

...Nah, it's cool.

What's up?

Verse 1

You only call when you done with everybody else

When the party die down and you by yourself

I know that voice, you ain't gotta say you're sad

You start asking 'bout my day like you want what we had

I got your last text still sitting unread

Not 'cause I don't care, I just know where this ends

You say you been thinking, I say, "Thinking 'bout what?"

You say, "Don't do that," like I'm the one giving up

I remember when you'd fall asleep on my chest

Now you can't even tell me if you miss me or not

And I hate that I still know when something ain't right

You don't gotta say a word, I can hear it in your voice

You only call when he ain't around

When you need somebody who won't let you down

But when I need you, you don't make a sound

Tell me, how we let it get this bad?

I still got your number memorized

Still catch myself checking if you're online

I tell my friends that I'm doing just fine

Then I drive past your house like I lost my mind

I ain't even mad, that's the part that's confusing

I just hate that I know what you're doing

You ask if I'm seeing somebody, I laugh

You don't want the truth, you just want me to ask back

And maybe I'm wrong for the way that I move

I shut down every time I got something to lose

You wanted me open, I gave you the door

But you walked in my feelings and looked for some more

Now it's almost three, I got work in the morning

You still on the phone, talking 'bout how you miss me

I should hang up, but I'm listening closely

You said my name in that way that you know gets me

Damn, I hate that it works every time

You know all my weak spots, I know all of mine

We could blame each other till the sun comes up

Or admit that we both fucked up what we had

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If I let you come over, would anything change?

Would you leave in the morning and do this again?

I don't wanna be somebody you call when you're lonely

But I hate the thought of you getting used to life without me

You only call when he ain't around

When you need somebody who won't let you down

But when I need you, you don't make a sound

Tell me, how we let it get this bad?

I still got your number memorized

Still catch myself checking if you're online

I tell my friends that I'm doing just fine

Then I drive past your house like I lost my mind

You still there?

...Yeah.

I figured.

I ain't hang up either.