Not even exes

Intro

I don't know what to call it.

Verse

You saved me a seat when the late bus came

Moved your bag, said, "I figured you'd be late"

You remembered I hate cherry Coke

I told my best friend you were probably just nice

Pre-Chorus

Was that a look or was I looking too hard?

You say my name and I forget what I'm saying (oh)

Chorus

We're not even exes, so I can't say you hurt me

Can't tell the story like you ever said you wanted me

No last kiss, no last fight, no reason you should miss me

Just a hundred little moments that meant something different to me

And I'm crying in my bedroom over nothing on paper

You're not even my ex, so why's it feel like the end? (why?)

How do I get over someone who was never mine to begin with?

Verse

I wrote your name beside my English homework

Crossed it out so hard the page got thinner

Then Monday, you asked what I thought of her

I even helped you pick what you should say

Bridge

I'm fifteen

I've never had a boyfriend

So why do all my friends have stories

And I don't even have one to tell?

I can't say you broke my heart

You never knew you had it to yourself

And maybe that's the part that gets me

I lost the chance I thought was coming (mm)

Chorus

We're not even exes, there's no ending to explain

Just a future I got used to that was never mine to make

But I had so much hope for something that was never really there

Outro

If you ever ask, I'll tell you it was nothing

I don't think you did anything wrong

I just wish I'd known before I started hoping

That I was the only one

Who thought that we were almost something.