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Instrumental Intro

Chorus

I'm holding it in like a grenade

Pin pulled tight and my hands both shaking

I'm holding it in like a grenade

One wrong move and the whole room's breaking

(Like a grenade)

(Like a grenade)

Verse 1

Woke up at 3 with my chest feeling tight

Mama called twice but I ain't pick up

Say I'm doing great when I'm losing my mind

Smiling on the phone while I'm bleeding inside

Lost my brother to a trigger he ain't pull

Still hear his laugh in the silence of the room

Pressure building up in my skull

I could blow any second any afternoon

Chorus

I'm holding it in like a grenade

Pin pulled tight and my hands both shaking

I'm holding it in like a grenade

One wrong move and the whole room's breaking

(Like a grenade)

(Like a grenade)

Verse 2

They love you when you up then they gone when you down

Fake smiles in my face but I read every frown

Ticking in my ribs like a clock that won't stop

Every promise they broke left a scar on my top

Money in the bank but my heart overdrawn

Success is a bandage on a wound that's too raw

Trust is a luxury I can't afford

So I sleep with one eye on the door

Bridge

I don't wanna hurt nobody

But I'm scared of what's inside me

Hold me close or hold your distance

Either way I'm gonna hurt you

Chorus

I'm holding it in like a grenade

Pin pulled tight and my hands both shaking

I'm holding it in like a grenade

One wrong move and the whole room's breaking

(Like a grenade)

(Like a grenade)

Outro

Holding it in

Holding it in

Like a grenade