Today to End

BPM 120

Intro

Here we go again

I lost count somewhere

Wake up, stare at the ceiling

Like I even care

Verse 1

I get out of bed

Then I'm back under the sheets

The room is wide awake

But there's nothing here for me

No plans, no rush

No reason to pretend

I'm not sad, I'm not angry

I'm just numb again

Pre-Chorus

They say, "Make the most of today"

"You're never this young again"

Yeah, I know, I've heard it all

Must be nice to feel that way

Chorus

I just want today to end

Let me disappear into the night

Everybody says, "Live your life"

I don't have it in me tonight

I'm so tired of feeling numb

Tired of trying to pretend

I don't need to love this life

I just need to make it through the day

Post-Chorus

End, end

I just want today to end

End, end

Here we go again

Verse 2

The sunlight hits my window

Like it's asking me to care

Everybody's chasing something

I'm just trying to get by

"Every day's a gift"

"Today is yours to take"

Must be nice to wake up

And feel there's something at stake

Pre-Chorus

They say, "Today is the youngest

You'll ever be"

Maybe that's true

It just doesn't mean much to me

Chorus

I just want today to end

Let me disappear into the night

Everybody says, "Live your life"

I don't have it in me tonight

I'm so tired of feeling numb

Tired of trying to pretend

I don't need to love this life

I just need to make it through the day

Bridge

No big dreams tonight

No answers I can find

Don't tell me it'll all work out

I just need some quiet time

Let the whole world carry on

Let tomorrow wait outside

I don't need to fix myself

I just need to close my eyes

Chorus

I just want today to end

Let me disappear into the night

Keep your "everything is possible"

I don't have to feel alright

I'm so tired of feeling numb

But I'm still here in the end

Maybe that's enough for now

I'll just make it through today again

Post-Chorus

Again, again

I'll make it through again

Again, again

I just want today to end

Outro

Another day

Another night

Close my eyes

And leave it behind

Maybe tomorrow

I'll feel something again