Static in my Head [Prolouge]

Yeah… It’s like I wake up in noise, not silence…

My brain’s a hallway with flickering lights

Every thought I think feels like two different fights

I try to stay calm, but it’s never aligned

Like my own reflection got a different design

I talk to myself but I don’t hear me back

Just echoes that crack in a feedback track

And I smile in public, but inside it’s black

Like I lost something I never had to begin with — facts

I count my breaths just to stay in place

But the mirror in my room got a stranger’s face

And I swear when I blink, it gets worse each time

Like my mind rewrites every single line

Static in my head, I can’t tune it out

Every quiet moment turns to screaming loud

I don’t know if I’m lost or I’m just not found

But I hear something else when I look around

Static in my head, it won’t let me sleep

Feels like something inside me is learning to speak

And I don’t know yet if it’s you or me

But it’s getting closer every time I breathe

I write my thoughts down but they change on the page

Like my pen’s got a mind and it’s stuck in a rage

I try to stay grounded, but I float away

Like I’m split in two but I can’t escape

There’s a version of me that I don’t control

Feels like it’s digging straight into my soul

And I’m not even sure if I’m whole no more

Just pieces of a kid on a broken floor

(If I hear it again… I might answer it.)