The Weight of the Grey

Verse 1

White walls

Staring back

I can't breathe in the middle of a panic attack

Cold sweat

Running down my neck

Head is spinning like a car that I’m trying not to wreck

I'm tired

I'm broken

I'm honestly afraid of every word that I’ve spoken

Lost

In the grey

Don't know how I’m gonna make it through another day

I feel the pressure on my lungs

Pressure on my chest

Pressure on my tongue

I just need rest

Chorus

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

I’m sinking under everything I built

I’m choking on the shame and all the guilt

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

Post-Chorus

Save me

Save me

Please just save me

Save me

Verse 2

Knock knock

Who's there

Just the voices in my head telling me life isn't fair

Cut it out

Let me go

I’m screaming at the ceiling but the volume is low

I try to hide

I try to run

I try to fix the damage from the things that I’ve done

But I can't

Not alone

I’m a king without a kingdom and a dog without a bone

I am desperate

I am drowning

I am done

Pick me up

Pull me out

Show me what it's really like to live without the doubt

I'm begging

On my knees

Take the heavy winter and provide a little breeze

Chorus

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

I’m sinking under everything I built

I’m choking on the shame and all the guilt

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

Post-Chorus

Save me

Save me

Please just save me

Save me

Bridge

Maybe I’m too far gone

Maybe I’m too far down

Maybe I’m just a ghost in a very loud town

I give it up

I give it all

I’m standing at the edge and I’m ready for the fall

Catch me

Catch me

Catch me

Before I hit the floor

Chorus

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

I’m sinking under everything I built

I’m choking on the shame and all the guilt

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

Jesus save me

Post-Chorus

Save me

Save me

Please just save me

Save me

Outro

I'm right here

Waiting

I'm right here

Fading

Save me

Just save me

Amen