I don't know what this feeling is

Intro

I got angry, so I left

Not because I hate you

I left because I was scared

I'd say some shit I'd never take back

And now I'm sitting here

Deleting pictures

Deleting videos

Like I can delete the feeling too

Verse 1

You said you love me

Then you told me you're fucking done

And I swear my whole chest dropped

When I read what I'd become

You said I don't know you

And honestly, you were right

I knew how to want your body

But forgot to ask about your life

Fuck

How did I make you feel alone

While I was calling you mine?

How'd I turn something I wanted forever

Into something you had to survive?

You said you don't wanna be another Reece

You said you actually want this to work

And I said "okay, I'll cut it out"

Like four words could undo all the hurt

Hook

I don't know what this feeling is

I can't name it, I can't sit with it

Angry, ashamed, scared to lose you

All at once and I don't know what to do

So I deleted every picture

Every video I couldn't look at

Not because I don't love you

I just don't know who I was in that

I don't know what this feeling is

Maybe it's realizing I fucked up

Maybe it's knowing you still called

After I gave you every reason not to

Verse 2

You weren't asking me to leave

You were asking me to see you

Not your body, not the fantasy

Just you

Your favorite things

The shit you hate

The stories you don't tell everybody

The little things I should've known

If I was really listening

And that's what hurts the most

You didn't say "I don't love you"

You said "I want this to work"

And somehow that scared me more

Because losing you would be easy to understand

But being given another chance?

That's something I gotta actually deserve

Bridge

So I walked away to cool down

Because I didn't wanna hurt you

But distance doesn't fix shit

If I come back and do the same thing

I said sorry

You said call

And for a second I just sat there

Thinking

How the fuck

Did I almost lose something

I swear I wanted forever?

Final Hook

I don't know what this feeling is

But I know I don't wanna run from it

I don't wanna love you halfway

Then wonder why you're done with it

I don't wanna make you feel like

You're just somebody I can touch

I wanna know the person underneath it

I wanna know you for you

And maybe I can't fix it tonight

Maybe "sorry" isn't enough

But you said you want this to work

So I'm gonna learn what loving you actually means

Outro

I got angry, so I left

Because I didn't wanna hurt you

Now I'm coming back

Trying to understand why I almost did