Hard To Live (Why)

Verse 1

Rain on the window again tonight

I trace the cracks along the glass

Called out Your name till my throat went raw

Silence answered back

Pre-Chorus

Maybe You are listening

Maybe You forgot

Maybe I am screaming at a sky that never talks

Chorus

Why am I so hard to live

Why do You keep turning away

I am down here on my knees

Begging for a single day

Why am I so hard to live

Did I ever ask for this

You built the sky and left me here

To carry all of it

Post-Chorus

(Why) Why

(Why) Why

Verse 2

Piano keys under shaking hands

Every note a wound I press

Friends fade out like tired ghosts

I am the last one left

Pre-Chorus

Maybe You are listening

Maybe I am wrong

Maybe faith is just a room where nobody belongs

Chorus

Why am I so hard to live

Why do You keep turning away

I am down here on my knees

Begging for a single day

Why am I so hard to live

Did I ever ask for this

You built the sky and left me here

To carry all of it

Post-Chorus

(Why) Why

(Why) Why

Bridge

I wanted to believe

I wanted to be held

I wanted one small answer

From an empty wishing well

You made the oceans deep

You made the mountains rise

So tell me why You cannot

Just show up in my life

Breakdown

Alone alone alone

You left me alone

Alone alone alone

(Alone)

Chorus

Why am I so hard to live

Why do You keep turning away

I am down here on my knees

Begging for a single day

Why am I so hard to live

Did I ever ask for this

You built the sky and left me here

To carry all of it

Post-Chorus

(Why) Why

(Why) Why