kindness feel like a curse sometimes

intro

sorry Bella, but I am afraid I am losing my way. I know, I promised

yeah…

mm…

verse 1

i say “it’s okay” too many times

even when it crosses my line

smile like it’s part of my design

while i’m losin’ peace in my mind

people talk, i let it slide

even when it don’t feel right

keep it calm every single time

like i’m scared of startin’ fires

pre-chorus

i give more than i get back

call it love but it feels like that

every time i try to react

i just fold it back

chorus

kindness feel like a curse sometimes

when it hurts but i stay aligned

sayin’ “it’s fine” when it’s not fine

just to keep the peace in mind

kindness feel like a weight I carry

soft heart but it get too heavy

i been nice but it don’t protect me

just leaves me empty

verse 2

i don’t know how to switch it off

even when they push too far

i just breathe and let it drop

like it never left a scar

but it builds up in silent ways

in the space where I don’t say

what I really feel that day

just swallow it and walk away

bridge

maybe I should speak up more

maybe I should close that door

but i been kind for so long before

it’s hard to be anything more

chorus

kindness feel like a curse sometimes

when it hurts but i stay aligned

sayin’ “it’s fine” when it’s not fine

just to keep the peace in mind

kindness feel like a weight I carry

soft heart but it get too heavy

i been nice but it don’t protect me

just leaves

just leaves me tired