State Of Me

[Verse] Trying hard to hold the sea

Far away from the messes I usually make

Of a version that I loved the most

Nobody really bothers to tell me why

Going through a symphony

[Pre-Chorus] And if this is all that I've become

Then let the world move on without me

I'll understand but

It gets harder there's less to save

[Chorus] Take a look at the state of me

Nothing is ever what it seems

I thought I’d be

Searching for a better place

Just where I was supposed to go

Wondering just how, much I can take before

The vision makes me blind

I am going absolutely nowhere

I cannot do this anymore

[Verse 2] Don't believe in some lucky fate

Trying hard to stay the course

Hard to see clearly

Half-forgotten

Wondering how long this feeling will last

I am just a mess on display

So tell all the neighbors

I am doing fine now

But the truth is

That I really need a rest

[Bridge] Things I can’t recall are left of the identity

While I offered up some desperate prayers

Of the man I used to be

Am I even still here

Out of place

Forgot the way I used to feel is just another test right?

Yesterday feels like a lifetime ago

While you're acting like you're doing fine

You're freaking out inside

[Pre-Chorus] And if this is all that I've become

Then let the world move on without me

I'll understand but

It gets harder there's less to save

[Chorus] Take a look at the state of me

Nothing is ever what it seems

I thought I’d be

Searching for a better place

Just where I was supposed to go

Wondering just how, much I can take before

The vision makes me blind

I am going absolutely nowhere

I cannot do this anymore

[Outro] To the same old tragedy

'Cause I've forgotten how it goes

I've been fighting, with myself so long

Let it happen naturally

There's never a thing that seemed, now nothing was left of me

I don't know where I'm going now

I don't know who I'm supposed to be

Just broken

Heart, gone crazy to attack

The state of me has collapsed