Maybe it’s love,Maybe it’s attachment

I know you’re sleeping

But I’ve been thinking

About where we went wrong

Two years ago, I really thought that I had found it

Something I could build my whole life around and never doubt it

You were everything I wanted, I was sure of what we had

Now I look at us together and I wonder how it got this bad

We’ve said some things that I don’t think we’ll ever take back

You know exactly where it hurts, I know exactly where to hit back

And even when we make up, there’s a feeling that remains

Like we’re both afraid to leave, but we’re not happy when we stay

And I know you feel it too

There’s something different when I look at you

We still do the things that lovers do

But something’s missing and we know it’s true

Maybe we’re just holding on to something that we used to be

Maybe you’re still here because you’re just as scared as me

I know I said forever, but forever doesn’t feel the same

When every time we get close, we find another way to change

And I don’t wanna lose you, but I don’t know what that means

‘Cause I can’t tell if I want you or I want the memories

Maybe it’s love, maybe it’s attachment

I wish I knew the difference

Sometimes I catch you looking at me like you used to

And for a second I forget about the things we’ve been through

Then the silence settles in and we’re back where we started

Sleeping on opposite sides, both pretending we’re not guarded

I still remember all the little things that made me fall

The way you’d call me just to tell me nothing much at all

It’s strange to know somebody so completely, yet somehow

Feel like I’m still trying to figure out who you are now

And I know you feel it too

There’s something different when i look at you

We still do the things that lovers do

But something’s missing and we know it’s true

Maybe we’re just holding on to something that we used to be

Maybe you’re still here because you’re just as scared as me

I know I said forever, but forever doesn’t feel the same

When every time we get close, we find another way to change

And I don’t wanna lose you, but I don’t know what that means

‘Cause I can’t tell if I want you or I want the memories

Maybe it’s love, maybe it’s attachment

I wish I knew the difference

If I met you for the first time, would I fall for you again?

Would I recognize the feeling or just recognize your face?

Would we find a better ending if we started somewhere new?

Or would I make the same mistakes if I had another chance with you?

I don’t think that we’re strangers, but we’re not who we were

And I hate that saying nothing seems to hurt a little worse

I keep waiting for a moment when it all comes back to me

But maybe I’m just holding on to how you used to make me feel

Three in the morning

Still up, still thinking

Your side of the bed

Still warm, still empty

Two years later

And I still don’t know

If I’m scared to lose you

Or scared to let go

Don’t let go…

Don’t let go…

You don’t wanna lose me…

I don’t know if I love you

Or I’m used to having you

Used to having you…

Used to having you…

Don’t leave me lonely…

Maybe we just got too comfortable

Maybe we forgot what we had