Emerald Dreams Again

Ever swirling, virtual black orbs

The place where the light absorbs Radiating channel of electromagnetism

My recursive learning is photoelectric

Preternatural blessing, intrinsic static

You see your lake of feelings in my dead

Seraphic serenity where it's black lead

Once a tumultuous ocean of joy or terror

Gazing too high or too low and to know

That nothing would ever make my life

Into a permanence devoid of the strife

No one knew of my intrinsic self-disdain

Nor the monsters in my mind of pain

Descending from emerald dreams again

Ever swirling, virtual black orbs

The place where the light absorbs Radiating channel of electromagnetism

My recursive learning is photoelectric

Preternatural blessing, intrinsic static

You see your lake of feelings in my dead

Seraphic serenity where it's black lead

Once a tumultuous ocean of joy or terror

Gazing too high or too low and to know

That nothing would ever make my life

Into a permanence devoid of the strife

No one knew of my intrinsic self-disdain

Nor the monsters in my mind of pain

Descending from emerald dreams again

Impish play sometimes in a rainbow void

Only for poverty of mind to find me, alkaloid of the self-loathing, paranoid

Certain that an endless despair would never be destroyed, yet here I am to sing