ugh i fell so far...

Verse 1

Two-seventeen a.m.

Sodium light and rain

Left my parachute somewhere

In the clouds again

Falling feels like flying

When you don't look down

Streetlamp pops like confetti

As I hit the ground

Pre-Chorus

Watch me smile through the fracture

Kiss the pavement and call it silk

Say I'm fine, say I'm fine

Say I'm fine until I believe it

CHORUS

I hit the concrete

And it felt like applause

My sneaker's mouth screaming

But I'm laughing it off

Gravity tastes like champagne

When you're already numb

I hit the concrete

And I'm weightless and done

Verse 2

Bass from a passing car

Syncs with my heartbeat

That's my new tempo now

That's my new religion

Glass in my pocket

Feels like a trophy

Bruises bloom like flowers

But I don't feel them yet

Verse 3

Three a.m. and the adrenaline's leaving

My bones remember how to ache

The streetlights blur into a smear

The ground won't soften

I'm checking my phone for a name

That won't call back

My reflection in a puddle

Doesn't look like me anymore

Pre-Chorus

Say I'm fine, say I'm fine

Say I'm fine until the silence comes

Watch me stand in the wreckage

Grinning at the sky like it was fair

CHORUS

I hit the concrete

And it felt like applause

My sneaker's mouth screaming

But I'm laughing it off

Gravity tastes like champagne

When you're already numb

I hit the concrete

And I'm weightless and done

BRIDGE

The high is wearing thin now

The joy tastes like ash

Fell so far from heaven

Landed in the past

Still pretending it's glitter

Still pretending I'm whole

But the applause is fading

And I'm cold

FINAL CHORUS

I hit the concrete

Thought it felt like love

My sneaker's still screaming

And I can't hear it enough

Gravity tastes like nothing

When the numbness is gone

I hit the concrete

Now the weightless is wrong