Middle Finger to the Universe

Verse 1

I can't believe what my life has come,

how i did nothing and still "won"?

'know that fate is the one, that comes and is done.

so how it is this way with me?! not say i had it all easy tho,

but i know i am in an undeserved place.

I'm filled with those Wounds, but still feel don't belong to this space. [Verse 2 - Repeat Verse 1 Melody]

If i said to myself all those years ago,

that i would be where i am today.

I would know at that place and time,

that this nonsense was some twisted joke.

But lo' and behold here i am, on the go,

wondering how earth rolls this way.

How the hell am i falling and falling,

Upwards against Gravity's work?

Build Up

I just can't believe my life,

is this middle finger to the universe.

Chorus

Perhaps I shouldn't be here at all.

But the world rolls in random ways.

I just can't understand why I'm here,

how does fate has my back and call?

Verse 3- Repeat Verse 1 Melody

If i said to myself all those years ago,

that i would end up losing what i had then.

I would know at that place and time,

that this nonsense was some twisted joke.

But lo' and behold here i am, on the go,

wondering how many the earth took away.

How the hell they're pulling and pulling,

Downwards against love and my work.

Build Up

I just can't believe my life,

is this middle

Breakdown

How can i stop,

this deafening silence,

now that everyone is long gone?

How can i see,

the why of this defiance,

I Lived with no Claim of my own.

Build Up

I just can't believe my life,

is this middle finger to the universe.

Chorus

Perhaps I shouldn't be here at all.

But the world rolls in random ways.

I just can't understand why I'm here,

how does fate has my back and call?

Build Up

I just can't believe my life,

is this middle finger to the universe.

Chorus

Perhaps I shouldn't be here at all.

But the world shaped me in a way.

made me now understand, who's now here,

played with strings, and way did draw.