Calculated Pain

Intro

Yeah…

Talk crazy ‘bout yourself every day

Then wonder why your whole mind feel drained

Strugglin’ through pain, strugglin’ through math

Mad at the world ‘cause life move fast

Chorus

A person who disrespects their mental processing capabilities

Always talkin’ down like their dreams impossible

Pain hit hard, now they movin’ illogical

Stress so high, every problem feel astronomical

They fight themselves more than the enemies

Can’t solve peace while they drown in memories

Late nights cryin’ over numbers and misery

Tryna act tough but the hurt ain’t history

Verse 1

You keep sayin’ “I’m dumb,” now your mind believe it

Every bad grade got your whole soul defeated

Notebook full of anger, pages mistreated

Tryna outrun pain but your heart still bleedin’

Teacher at the board and your head in static

Everybody learnin’, you just feel distracted

Calculator cracked from the way you smacked it

Life feel cursed, every day dramatic

Equations look like storms in your eyesight

Pressure buildin’ up every long night

People laugh once, now you think they all right

So you disrespect yourself before they all might

That’s poison in the mirror when you speak like that

Heavy backpack with the world on your back

Pain got you snappin’ every time you do math

Like every wrong answer make your whole life trash

Chorus

A person who disrespects their mental processing capabilities

Always talkin’ down like their dreams impossible

Pain hit hard, now they movin’ illogical

Stress so high, every problem feel astronomical

They fight themselves more than the enemies

Can’t solve peace while they drown in memories

Late nights cryin’ over numbers and misery

Tryna act tough but the hurt ain’t history

Verse 2

You ain’t weak ‘cause your brain get tired

Everybody got moments they feel uninspired

But you feed the flames till your thoughts on fire

Then blame your soul when your hopes expire

Math test on the desk like a battlefield

Sweaty palms, headaches, chest concealed

Actin’ reckless ‘cause the pain too real

Still nobody know how you really feel

People think jokes cover up depression

But disrespecting yourself become an obsession

You scream “I’m useless” with aggression

Then wonder why life feel like a sentence

Mind overloaded, confidence gone

Still wake up every day and carry on

That means somewhere deep you still strong

Even when the whole world feel wrong

Outro

Yeah…

Pain don’t make you less alive

Bad days don’t erase your mind

And numbers never define your worth

You still breathin’, still walkin’ this Earth