Still Here

Dear mom and dad I'm sorry this is how it ends

I never found the words so now I'm leavin these instead

I fucked up everything I touched and watched it all fall through

Couldn't keep the promises I made to all of you

I'm tired of fightin every day inside my head

Tired of pretendin that I'm gonna get ahead

This ain't about you this is all about me

I'm just too broken now to let you watch me bleed

To my friends who always hit my line to check on me

I lied and said I'm good when you could see the pain in me

I never asked for help I never let you in too deep

Thought I could handle everything but now I'm losin sleep

I'm tired of fightin every day inside my head

Tired of pretendin that I'm gonna get ahead

This ain't about you this is all about me

I'm just too broken now to let you watch me bleed

I hope you know I loved you even when I couldn't show

The weight was gettin heavy and I finally let it go

Don't blame yourselves for nothin this was all my choice

Just know I found my peace now in a quiet voice

I'm tired of fightin every day inside my head

Tired of pretendin that I'm gonna get ahead

This ain't about you this is all about me

I'm just too broken now to let you watch me bleed