I Just Want to Relax

Verse 1

I just want to relax,

smoke a cigarette, fade to black.

All these faces talk too much,

I don’t need no love like that.

City’s quiet but my phone still glows,

every name feels like a ghost.

Spent my youth in hotel rooms,

where heaven felt like snow.

Chorus

I just want to relax,

don’t ask where I’ve been,

don’t talk about the past,

I’m fine with my sins.

Exes, debts — all fade away,

tonight I’ll drift where I wanna stay.

Just me, no calls, no pain,

alone but I’m okay.

Verse 2

I’m numb in designer,

eyes half-closed, skin on fire.

She wants love, I want silence,

just her breath and the sirens.

Ash on the sheets, champagne on the floor,

nothing means nothing anymore.

I’m a ghost with a gold chain,

craving peace inside the noise.

Chorus

ohh don’t ask where I’ve been,

don’t talk about the past,

I’m fine with my sins.

Exes, debts — all fade away,

tonight I’ll drift where I wanna stay.

Verse 3

Mirror says I’ve seen too much,

my reflection don’t trust my touch.

Told my demons “come and dance,”

they just laugh, they know my stance.

Everything I lost still shines,

in the dark, under streetlight lines.

Maybe this is peace disguised,

or just another lie I buy.

[Bridge] [[slow synth drop, reverb-heavy]]

I don’t wanna fix it,

I just wanna feel it fade.

Let the night erase my name,

and the smoke take my face away.

Final Chorus

ohh I just want to relax,

smoke, sleep, forget the rest.

If I die before I wake,

don’t call it stress.

Exes, debts — all fade away,

tonight I’ll drift where I wanna stay.

Just me, no calls, no pain,

alone but I’m okay.