Lyrics
I'm getting worse by the minute
Just admit it, you don't even know
What is going through my foggy head right now and what is wrong
Why I'm locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts
I'm counting down every minute
Time is moving so slow
Everything's in slow-mo
Every night feels so lonely
Where is Dora when I'm lost and I don't know where to go
Nobody knows me but they're telling me to stay strong
Can't swim, but I'm going for the deep end
I can't win, I'll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowers on my arms and I'm bout to drown
Tryna hold on, but I'm going down, that's on my dead man
Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick, too much motion
I don't sleep, but I'm dreaming of emotions
I don't have, I'm broken, the truth is broken
I'm getting worse by the minute
Just admit it, you don't even know
What is going through my fucking head right now
And what is wrong
Why I'm up inside my room
Writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts
About these bad thoughts
I'm all human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night
Dance in peace and I don't smile
I'm about to tell you why
Sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive
I got one life I have to die
One life I have to die
Oh, one life
I ain't never been having shots
OD and get high in the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end
Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm an equal so it's natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear
And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
And just to numb the pain I get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life
And I just want someone to understand me
Baby, I got problems that they can't see
So you gon' put a knife to my chest now
And I'ma lay down to rest now
I'm getting worse by the minute
Just admit it, you don't even know
What is going through my fucking head right now
And what is wrong
Why I'm up inside my room writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts
About these bad thoughts
I'm a human and I try
Myself to sleep at night
There's a reason I don't smile
I'm alive but then you cry
Sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna realize
I don't wanna cry