Still Awake

Chorus

Late night in my bedroom

Count the ceiling cracks again

Late night in my bedroom

Phone glow on my shaky hands

I don't sleep I just delay

Swear I'm fine then I decay

Verse 1

Woke up at four in the afternoon

Missed eleven calls I won't return

Mama texting asking how I've been

I type back a smile and hit send

Pills in a drawer that I never lock

Two more and I'm floating off the block

Mirror says a stranger moved in

Same face different skin

Chorus

Late night in my bedroom

Count the ceiling cracks again

Late night in my bedroom

Phone glow on my shaky hands

I don't sleep I just delay

Swear I'm fine then I decay

Verse 2

Roommate knocked twice I played dead

Faked a cough from underneath the spread

Fridge is empty pantry full of doubt

I been ghosting everyone I know

Headphones loud enough to drown the town

Bass rattles through my hollow crown

Promised I would quit around July

It's July again and so am I

Bridge

Low low keep it low

Nobody has to know

Low low keep it low

Low low keep it low

Nobody has to know

Chorus

Late night in my bedroom

Count the ceiling cracks again

Late night in my bedroom

Phone glow on my shaky hands

I don't sleep I just delay

Swear I'm fine then I decay

Outro

Lights off still awake

Lights off still awake