Lyrics
[Verse 1] I wake up tired of waking up
Another day is already too much
Every little light keeps fading away
I don't want to hear what tomorrow has to say
[Pre-Chorus] Don't tell me the sun will rise
I've heard that promise a thousand times
[Chorus] No I'm not OK
And I feel like I never will be
I'm losing whatever is left of me
I'm tired of fighting just to breathe
No I'm not OK
And I feel like I never will be
[Post-Chorus] Hope feels like a word I used to know
Now I'm too tired to follow where it goes
[Verse 2] I've tried to climb, I've tried to crawl
But every answer becomes another wall
I keep reaching out with nothing to hold
Every piece of tomorrow already feels cold
[Pre-Chorus] Don't tell me the pain will end
I've heard those empty words again
[Chorus] No I'm not OK
And I feel like I never will be
I'm losing whatever is left of me
I'm running on nothing but misery
No I'm not OK
And I feel like I never will be
[Post-Chorus] Every road looks darker than before
I don't know what I'm fighting for anymore
[Bridge] I'm standing at the edge of giving in
Too exhausted to lose, too empty to win
If there's something beyond this endless night
I can't see it from where I am tonight
[Interlude] [Verse 3] Maybe I've forgotten how hope feels
Maybe some wounds were never meant to heal
I'm staring through another sleepless night
Waiting for a dawn that never feels bright
[Pre-Chorus] Don't tell me it'll all be fine
I can't believe that lie tonight
[Chorus] No I'm not OK
And I feel like I never will be
I'm losing whatever is left of me
I'm running on nothing but misery
No I'm not OK
And I feel like I never will be
[Outro] Every road looks darker than before
I'm still here though I don't know why
Just trying to make it through one more night