Killing me

Verse 1

Midnights,I hate,there the worse for me

That's when the feeling of you comes around

Thinking of you so heavily

Hearing your laugh but there's no sound

Fighting these demons as I lay down

On a one side mattress where I'm lost now

Fingers tracing patterns on the ceiling tiles

Trying to make it through the storm

Chorus

Still holding on to you

Still missing you

Why can't i let you go

Everything I did, guess it didn't show

The weight is killing me

Killing me

Post-Chorus

Ah yeah

Ah yeah

Verse 2

Loney days and lonelier nights

Without you here I lost my fauth

Checking my phone missing your texts

Thinking back when I wasn't stressed

All in love and all the respect

You made me feel like none of the rest

Checking my phone, but there's nothing yetl

Scream inside I'm trying to forget

I hate you now but I'll never regret

Cause your the only one I love

Your all in my head

Stupid how I keep replaying all that was said

Broken down I'm all in my head

Chorus

Still holding on to you

Still missing you

Why can't i let you go

Everything I did, guess it didn't show

The weight is killing me

Killing me

Post-Chorus

Ah yeah

Ah yeah

Bridge

Maybe I like the sting

Maybe I like the salt

Maybe I like the wait

Cuz as long as I'm hurting

You ain't really gone

But the hurt is turning grey

Tied to a sinking ship

And I won't swim

No I won't swim

Chorus

Still hanging on

Still hanging on

Holding onto ghosts of us

Holding onto ghosts of us

Why can't I let it go

How come I won't let it go

The weight is pulling me under

The weight is pulling me under

Outro

Let it go

I can't let it go

Drifting out

Holding tight

Holding on

Still hanging

Yeah

One last time

One last breath

Goodbye tomorrow

Verse 1

Midnights,I hate,there the worse for me

That's when the feeling of you comes around

Thinking of you so heavily

Hearing your laugh but there's no sound

Fighting these demons as I lay down

On a one side mattress where I'm lost now

Fingers tracing patterns on the ceiling tiles

Trying to make it through the storm

Chorus

Still holding on to you

Still missing you

Why can't i let you go

Everything I did,

guess it didn't show

The weight is killing me

Killing me now

It's killing me

deep down inside

Yeah

Verse 2

Loney days and lonelier nights

Without you here I lost my faith

Checking my phone missing your texts

Thinking back when I wasn't stressed

You made me feel like none of the rest

Checking my phone, but there's nothing yet

Scream inside

I'm trying to forget

I hate you now

but

I'll never regret

Cause

your the only one

My true love

I'm all wrapped up

inside my head

Stupid how I keep

replaying all that was said

Broken down again

I'm all in my head

Inside my head

Chorus

Still holding on to you

Still missing you

Why can't i let you go

Everything I did,

guess it didn't show

The weight is killing me

Killing me now

It's killing me

Deep down inside

Bridge

Maybe I like the feeling

Maybe I hate it too

Maybe Im hanging on

But really I'm moving on

Cuz as long as I'm hurting here

Your still doing your own thing

You ain't really happy now

But the hurt keeps hurting me

Tired and lonely now

My hearts still beating on

As I sit here writing you a song

I can't keep loving you

But I must keep pushing on

Outro

I can't get you out of my head

Cause my thoughts of you not being here

I almost thought I was already dead

Holding onto you as I lay in bed

Holding on to the last thing that was said

Your leaving you don't want me back

Your rather just walk out on me instead

Yeah

One last kiss is all I want

One more shot to work it out

But one last nothing is all I got

Killing me now

Killing me

Now