Out of Hand

Verse 1

Dirt

Under my nails

Burnt sugar on the stove

I am sinking slow in the gravel

Running out of room to make a mistake

I fail

I fall

I ruin it all

Heavy boots on a hollow floor

Maybe I tried

Maybe I lied

Maybe I died right here inside

Chorus

I'm not the devil you think that I am

I'm not the devil you think that I am

Ain't no excuse but I'm just a failure

I fuck up

I fail

And shit gets away out of hand

But I'm not the devil you think that I am

I'm not the devil you think that I am

Verse 2

Broke

Copper taste

Bottle in the sink

Spilling out like a jagged secret

Too much medicine to feel the actual pain

One pill

One ghost

One way to lose the most

Trust is a glass house with the lights off

Waiting for the stone

Waiting for the bone

Waiting to be left alone

Chorus

I'm not the devil you think that I am

I'm not the devil you think that I am

Ain't no excuse but I'm just a failure

I fuck up

I fail

And shit gets away out of hand

But I'm not the devil you think that I am

I'm not the devil you think that I am

Bridge

Look at my hands they're shaking

Look at my heart it's breaking

Look at the mess I'm making

I hate the way I need you

I hate the way I bleed you

I hate the way I feed you

Just a wreck

Just a stain

Just a shadow in the rain

Chorus

I'm not the devil you think that I am

I'm not the devil you think that I am

Ain't no excuse but I'm just a failure

I fuck up

I fail

And shit gets away out of hand

But I'm not the devil you think that I am

I'm not the devil you think that I am

Outro

I'm just a failure

Just a failure

Not the devil

Not the devil

Just a mess

Out of hand

Out of hand

Out of hand