I am ruined

Intro

I know what you are...

I know...

pause

Verse 1

You're not the kind that stays

no...

You're not the kind that's kind

But every time you turn away

You take the worst of me along

I press my hands against the door

And tell myself I've been here before

But something in me... breaks

breaks...

every time

Pre-Chorus

I've painted every exit sign

And still I walk back through

There's nothing beautiful about this

But God... I can't undo... you

Chorus

I am RUINED by the way you breathe

RUINED by the way you leave

leave... leave...

And I'd BE ruined all again

A THOUSAND times... just to feel this

ohh...

feel this...

I am ruined... I am YOURS

yours...

You wear your damage like a coat

like armor...

Something I was never supposed to want

But I trace the lines you left on me

trace them all...

Like they're the only map I trust

There's a quiet in the space you fill

so quiet...

That terrifies me more than sound

I should have walked before the fall

Instead I... let myself drown

drown...

Pre-Chorus

Every rational part of me

Has long since gone to rest

gone...

What's left is just this wanting

Pressed hard against my chest...

Chorus

I am RUINED by the way you breathe

RUINED by the way you leave

leave... leave...

And I'd BE ruined all again

A THOUSAND times... just to feel this

I am ruined... I am ruined...

I AM YOURS

yours... yours... ohh...

ahh...

Outro

I know what you are...

I know...

and I don't care...