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If I were to leave this life..

Would the light shine before my eyes?

Or will I hide inside the darkness that took my life..

People never seem to care

It's not fair

I speak my heart out to you

But you just ignore everything

That you put me through

You know I could just leave you

But I choose to stay

Because I'm too scared

Yeah I'm scared...

To leave someone

Because what if no one will ever care for me?

Like the way you used to..

And you can call me childish

For wanting this

But after everything

I just can't forget

Forget this life

Forget everything

How can the world be so cruel

Why can't you see?

Because all I wanted was someone to care

But people are so sick and selfish

And I know that it takes time

But I waited so fucking long

For this moment

Just for you to ignore me...again

(Mmm...)

I...I know I shouldn't love you like this

I know i shouldn't

But yet I do

And what I want is someone to care

And will you hold me?

In your arms

As im drifting into endless rest..

And you don't even have to say you love me..

You don't even have to know me..

I just want someone to hold me close

As I close my eyes for this final moment of life..

You know I could just leave you

But I choose to stay

Because I'm too scared

Yeah I'm scared...

To leave someone

Because what if no one will ever care for me?

Like the way you used to..

And you can call me childish

For wanting this

But after everything

I just can't forget

I'm too scared...

I'm just childish

But...I know...that I'm just easy to forget

I'm nothing special

Just a fragment inside your life

In the back of your mind

I wasn't yours this time..

But..I know you care...(Right?)

If I were to leave this life..

Would the light shine before my eyes?

Or will I hide inside the darkness that took my life..

( Mmm..mm..mmm)~