Send me back

You knew about a half dozen years down the road

Eroding mental state starts to tamper with your mind

Find it so hard to be happy inside

Tried and tried........

Why do you take something that I needed so bad

Pain in side my heart has taking all of the remaining soul that I had

So things are getting right right fucked

And I mean right fucked right right now

Chowing on the bone until it don't taste like shit

Ok I guess I can stick it out a little longer just a little bit

Sit up all night replaying way to much shit

Tamed by the chaos I've come to know

Like the devil I go back and forth

To and fro

Time tends to tick away and it's to fucking slow

Way to go you dropped this world again

Give not a single fuck about any friends you have

Bathing the living shit out of my cerebral mind

Find that it's to hard to try and un whined

You know we are live here and yes we are stuck

Bucked back a big line of meth

Held my breath with that big blast I took of D M T

Tree after tree I roll up

Blunt after blunt

Dirty Cunt sitting on my lap

and yes I'm working to get my fingers

up in her gap

Snap on a goof if he looks at me to long

Wrong doings I do and I do them right

Night after god damned night

Flights I take with my mind never allow me to return on time

A lime is a one example of views

Yes I'm very sour

Hour after hour

I lay awake

Help me figure this out for goodness sake

Bong tokes straight to my dome

Roam around Surrey when these nights feel too long

Vodka all day

Can't seem to put it away

Frayed by the hellish shit that's gone so wrong

Long for my daughter

She had to leave so I guess that is it she is gone

On these nights when I see owls that take flight

Right over my head fucking every night

White noise deafening my tortured ears when shit gets to quite

Riot going on in my head

Lay back in my bed Sheading so many tears

And I've been doing that for oh so many years

Peers that I had were seldom good

Usually oh so wrong

Strong is my mind so I know that every thing I'm saying right now is so so true

It's so so hard not to sing the blues

give not a single fuck if I see eye to eye my friend

It's my daughter who I'm patiently

looking forward to see again in the end

and if I can pretend

I'll bend this frown back into a smile

Kick around a little longer as the shit piles

Child should not leave before her dad

Sad to see her go and I miss her oh so bad

We try to think we can make it through a world so cold and cruel

Who will really carry you when you desperately need help along this long dark road

Not to many too many fold

This whole world is full of the bought and sold

No surprise some of realize we've already payed our tolls

So let me pass on through

Tools I need to make it in this world we're pawned

Or taken of my lawn

The dawn is coming and I'm so prepared

Because I know that devil will be there waiting in the dark

And he wants to go play and skate in the park

With a bottle the very one I keep so close and dear to my heart

Derailed life and there is no getting back on track

Send me away and I won't look back