Scars & Consequences

Intro

Yeah…

Heavy pressure, city lights, cold nights

Everybody tryna label me somethin’ I’m not

EST flow…

Listen

Chorus

If I compute, I’m not a computer in a broad sense

My brain ain’t wires, I got scars and consequences

They talkin’ inputs, outputs, all that nonsense

I got emotions, pain, and real-life losses

If I think fast, that don’t make me robotic

Heart still beatin’, life still chaotic

People throw labels on me, I can’t stop it

But I’m still human, ain’t no way around it

Verse 1

I came from dark rooms and ambulance sirens

Cold nights outside hearin’ police violence

You call it “processing,” I call it survivin’

Mind racing fast ‘cause the trenches got timing

I ain’t no machine, I bleed when I’m cut

Still got trauma every time I wake up

People wanna simplify pain for luck

Like life just numbers you can add up

Nah…

I got anger in my bloodstream

Memories hit harder than they all seem

Mama cried quietly behind the wall screams

Now I move cautious every time the phone ring

People say the brain work like systems and code

But a system don’t cry when its friend gone cold

A computer don’t pray when the nights get old

And it don’t feel guilt carrying that load

Chorus

If I compute, I’m not a computer in a broad sense

My brain ain’t wires, I got scars and consequences

They talkin’ inputs, outputs, all that nonsense

I got emotions, pain, and real-life losses

If I think fast, that don’t make me robotic

Heart still beatin’, life still chaotic

People throw labels on me, I can’t stop it

But I’m still human, ain’t no way around it

Verse 2

Everybody got opinions online now

Tryna tell me what a soul designed ‘bout

But I done seen too much to let my mind drown

Too much fake love when the lights out

You can’t reduce me to a processor

I survived storms, pain hit harder

Mind overloaded, soul feel darker

Still thank God every day I move smarter

Brain under pressure, thoughts go rapid

That ain’t software, that’s survival habits

Life ain’t perfect, streets turn savage

Still fightin’ demons while the bassline blastin’

People love science, cool, I respect it

But don’t erase humanity when you dissect it

I feel heartbreak deep in my chest still

A machine can’t understand that message

Outro

Yeah…

If I compute, I still feel pain

Still got memories I can’t explain

Still got dreams in the pouring rain

Human soul can’t be boxed or chained

EST…