Die Alone

Verse 1

Another empty bottle on the kitchen floor

Another broken promise standing at the door

I swore that last time was the final line

Now I'm drowning in the glass just to kill the time

I look in the mirror don't know who I see

Just a ghost of the man I used to be

Chorus

I just wanna be normal I just wanna be whole

Instead of giving poison to a hungry soul

I watch the ones I love slowly turn away

Washing out the stains of the games I play

I lost my friends I broke my home

In a crowded room I die alone

Verse 2

My sister stopped calling my mother just cries

They're tired of the liquid excuses and lies

Every step I take forward is two steps back

Falling right off of this rusted track

Count the days on my fingers made it to three

Then the shadow comes back and it swallows me

Chorus

I just wanna be normal I just wanna be whole

Instead of giving poison to a hungry soul

I watch the ones I love slowly turn away

Washing out the stains of the games I play

I lost my friends I broke my home

In a crowded room I die alone

Bridge

How much can one person burn to the ground

How many memories left to be drowned

I never wanted to hurt you

I never wanted to fall again

I just wanted the burning inside me to end

Chorus

I just wanna be normal I just wanna be free

From this heavy dark water taking over me

I watch the ones I love slowly walk away

Nothing left of value that I can say

I lost my life I broke my home

In a crowded room I die alone

Outro

Just one more night

I'm sorry