clares law finished

female vocals

i cant go for door hes because he locked it

tried once now my arms ripped from its socket

stripped down til naked and bare

heys pouring liqour spitting on me kicking everywhere

here comes more hittin and beatin

now he's trying to mufflin my screaming

an I kept thinkin you gotta keep breathing

your son still needs his mother

an parent already lost they a one daughter

but I'm in deep deep water

the pillow is getting more more heavy

I don't got much more left in me

give it one more try sarah scream shout

bite your tongue so you don't pass out

an that was the first mistake I can feel my Jaw start to diclocate

knock knock on door

some call that god I call that moment fate

breeaathhh sarah breath

make a sound ill beat you too death before there here he whispers in my ear

i just lay there my body's in shock this is fear

call out for me please why are you walking away im right behind that door please stay

I silently pray God give me one more day

I'm shiverin quivering

wet cold wet no blankets wet bedding

I think it's going to stop this must be ending

he's a sleep my second mistake I put my shoulder back clothes on now he's awake

stripped down another pour an hit and bite to the face

blood and liqour is all I can taste

I could go on

this is part of the hell I endured till dawn.

till I convinced him we what if we go out the back door

made me clean up the bloody pillow case and blood on the floor

the cops said I missed some because later they found more.

he made me wait till he pack suv

he said so you cant drive off without me

he didn't know I couldn't drive my shoulder wouldn't let me

I was so barely there so dizzy. but I did it but I wasn't free.

everyone always said I was strong but now I wish they were wrong

cause every part of that me is dead long gone.

breathe sarah breathe

and it took a gabby to realize what's wrong with society

and how they get off to easily

like he said no peice of papers going to save me

what's 5 to 10 gunna do when they get out your over your threw

unless you hide pack up start new

always looking over your back like what if they find you

the thing about domestic violence is half the time you suffer in silence

it's not about what's not spoken it's about what's left broken

everyday I wake up not knowing who I am anymore

because I was told before your fat worthless peice shit waste of a whore

thinking howd I deserve this fucked life lesson

like how the fuck do a turn this curse to blessin

be some sort of buetiful disaster

I'm just not good actor.

like no one can understand or factor the pain that's left after.

or the questions like didn't you walk away

or why do women stay

like no ever factors the statistics or lodge-ist-icks

but I guess you watched maid now you think you know

when it can take one to 7 times before most even go

I wish I could say my story had a happy ending

he's still and offender locked away not offending

his sentencing means my life is pending

I've done what I could it was the final straw

hope this protects others...Clare's law.