Melodic Trauma

Cold nights, I’ve been losin’ my faith slowly

Smoke clouds cover pain, but it still knows me

Everybody round me changed, feel lonely

And the darkness in my chest still controls me

Bro died young, now his mum don’t speak much

Just stares at the rain while her hands stay shut

I remember them days when we dreamed of enough

Now it’s candles on the pavement and pictures in cups

I got trauma in my bloodstream

Still hear screams when the block goes quiet

Still wake up feelin’ lost inside

Like death’s in the room sittin’ right beside me

### Chorus

And iiiiiiii

Still hear the ghosts when the night falls slow

Ooooooh

All this pain got my heart turned cold

And iiiiiiii

Tryna hold on but my soul feels broke

Don’t let me drown in this darkness alone

### Verse 2

South London rain got the roads look cursed

Blue lights flash and it make things worse

Young boys out there still bleed for turf

While their mums scream “why?” at the side of the church

And nobody heals where I’m from

We just hide how we feel where I’m from

Little bros turn killers where I’m from

Cause the pain gets passed down to everyone

I tried cover my scars with designer

Still felt empty inside every ride out

Trap wave beats with a choir

Soundtrack for the lost and the tired

### Bridge

If heaven’s real then why’s life this dark?

Why we lose good souls while the worst still march?

Why’s every broken home got a child with scars?

Why’s love feel distant when you’re raised through hardship?

### Final Chorus

And iiiiiiii

Still hear the ghosts when the night falls slow

Ooooooh

All this pain got my heart turned cold

And iiiiiiii

If I disappear will they even know?

Or will the rain just wash my soul?