
Awake or Dreaming
Posted on October 10, 2026 at 2:28 AM
Lyrics
[Intro]
Mm
Mm-hmm
Yeah
Oh-oh
[Verse 1]
Wide awake at 3 a.m. again
Counting cracks along the ceiling
Something breathing in the space beside me
I swear I locked the door behind me
Pinch my arm until it stings
Still I hear the quiet humming
Every shadow wears a stranger's face
And I can't tell if I'm running
[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Why's the fear I feel so real
No faith left to hold my footing
Doubt in everything I feel
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Teeth are chattering in my skull
Every choice I make is bleeding
Every doubt has made me null
[Post-Chorus]
Awake awake
Or dreaming
Awake awake
Or dreaming
[Verse 2]
I second-guess the air I'm breathing
Flip a coin to pick my shirt
Call my mother just to hear her
Tell me nothing's gonna hurt
But the ringing keeps on ringing
And the mirror starts to bend
I don't trust the man who's staring
I don't trust the voice within
[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Why's the fear I feel so real
No faith left to hold my footing
Doubt in everything I feel
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Teeth are chattering in my skull
Every choice I make is bleeding
Every doubt has made me null
[Post-Chorus]
Awake awake
Or dreaming
Awake awake
Or dreaming
[Bridge]
Terrified to take a step
Terrified to stand still
Terrified of my own head
Terrified of my own will
[Breakdown]
Why am I afraid of living
Why am I afraid to breathe
Why am I afraid of living
Let me sleep let me sleep
[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Why's the fear I feel so real
No faith left to hold my footing
Doubt in everything I feel
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Teeth are chattering in my skull
Every choice I make is bleeding
Every doubt has made me null
[Post-Chorus]
Awake awake
Or dreaming
Awake awake
Or dreaming