Sick of Myself

Verse 1

Woke up with the same face

Staring back like it owns me

I trace the lines I made up

Every mistake on replay

Pre-Chorus

And I keep thinking

Maybe if I could just vanish

I'd be free from all this

Static in my bloodstream

Chorus

Sick of myself

Same old stories on the shelf

Sick of my voice

Made the same stupid choice

Over and over again

Over and over

Verse 2

Drove past your house last Tuesday

Didn't even know why

Held my breath for one block

Felt nothing and hated that too

Pre-Chorus

And I keep wishing

I could shut it off completely

Every thought I'm feeding

Just a loop of the same grief

Chorus

Sick of myself

Same old stories on the shelf

Sick of my voice

Made the same stupid choice

Over and over again

Over and over

Bridge

But maybe sick means I'm healing

Maybe tired means I'm real

I don't know what I'm feeling

Just that I'm still here

Chorus

Sick of myself

Same old stories on the shelf

Sick of my voice

Made the same stupid choice

Over and over

Over and over again