Done Pretending

Verse 1

Three in the morning and my phone is dead

Floor feels cold when you're lying in my head

I told you once that I don't do regrets

But here I am collecting them like cigarettes

Bottle's half empty and the room won't spin

I'm tracing circles where your outline's been

My therapist said write it all down

So here's my notebook bleeding on the ground

Pre-Chorus

And I'm so goddamn tired of feeling everything

Every little word you said still stinging

Chorus

Fuck you and the way you left me hanging

Fuck this empty house and the walls I'm banging

I gave you everything now I got nothing

Just this hollow chest and the rain that's coming

Fuck it all I'm done pretending

Post-Chorus

(Yeah) Done pretending

(Yeah) Done pretending

Verse 2

Last Tuesday you took the only keys

Left your hoodie hanging teasing me

I Google your name like a desperate fool

Then I punch the mirror till my knuckles bruise

Two weeks clean and I'm falling off

The melatonin wearing thin and soft

I hate that I still know your favorite song

I hate that I still hum it when I'm drunk and wrong

Pre-Chorus

And I'm so goddamn tired of faking being fine

Every single memory still burning in my mind

Chorus

Fuck you and the way you left me hanging

Fuck this empty house and the walls I'm banging

I gave you everything now I got nothing

Just this hollow chest and the rain that's coming

Fuck it all I'm done pretending

Post-Chorus

(Yeah) Done pretending

(Yeah) Done pretending

Bridge

Maybe I'm the problem

Maybe I'm the rain

Maybe I was always

Just standing in my own way

Maybe I don't miss you

Maybe I miss who I was before

Who I was before you

Before the slam of the door

Chorus

Fuck you and the way you left me hanging

Fuck this empty house and the walls I'm banging

I gave you everything now I got nothing

Just this hollow chest and the rain that's coming

Fuck it all I'm done pretending

Post-Chorus

(Yeah) Done pretending

(Yeah) Done pretending

(Yeah)