F*cked Up (ENG)

Intro

5 a.m., still awake

Something’s wrong with me… I know it

Verse 1

I was supposed to do it yesterday — I said “today”

Today I pushed it back again, and yeah, I failed again

The list keeps growing, I’m stuck like I’m frozen

Every plan was serious, but ends up improvised and broken

I meant to sleep at midnight, it’s five — so what now?

Thoughts spin like a boomerang, won’t let me slow down

Staring at the ceiling, counting all the wasted time

Instead of moving forward, I’m just stuck here — same line

Pre-Chorus

I keep saying “tomorrow”

Like it’s gonna change things

Every day’s a replay

Like my mind’s on repeat

Chorus

I think I’m kinda fucked up, something’s not right

I say “I’ve got my life together” — but I don’t even try

I was supposed to do it yesterday, I say it again

Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow — same move in the end

I think I’m kinda fucked up, trapped inside my head

Chasing disappointment instead of doing anything instead

Another sleepless night, just staring at the roof

Maybe I’m addicted to the way I self-destruct the truth

Verse 2

Another coffee, no sleep, eyes bloodshot red

Overthinking everything, nothing gets done instead

They all say “pull yourself together” like it’s easy

But I get lost in myself, like nothing here is really me

Maybe I like the weight that keeps dragging me down

At least I feel something when I feel nothing around

Deadlines chasing me, still stuck in place

Like I’m tripping myself on purpose — what a waste

Bridge

Why do I ruin everything before it makes sense?

Why do I wait till the end when there’s nowhere left to run?

Maybe I’m scared to win, maybe that’s the fear

So I break it myself before the world gets there

Chorus

I think I’m kinda fucked up, something’s not right

I say “I’ve got my life together” — but I don’t even try

I was supposed to do it yesterday, I say it again

Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow — same move in the end

I think I’m kinda fucked up, trapped inside my head

Chasing disappointment instead of doing anything instead

Another sleepless night, just staring at the roof

Maybe I’m addicted to the way I self-destruct the

Or I’ll just say “tomorrow”… one more time

5 a.m., still awake

Something’s wrong with me… I know it

(Why do I ruin everything before it makes sense?

Why do I wait till the end when there’s nowhere left to run?

Maybe I’m scared to win, maybe that’s the fear

So I break it myself before the world gets there

I think I’m kinda fucked up, something’s not right

I say “I’ve got my life together” — but I don’t even try

I was supposed to do it yesterday, I say it again

Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow — same move in the end

I think I’m kinda fucked up, trapped inside my head

Chasing disappointment instead of doing anything instead

Another sleepless night, just staring at the roof

Maybe I’m addicted to the way I self-destruct the truth)

5 a.m., still awake

I was supposed to sleep… too late

Maybe tomorrow I’ll get it right

Or I’ll just say “tomorrow”… one more time