You Don't Know How It Feels Like

Verse 1:

It feels like a heart attack,

Tight chest pains,

It's not hot but I am sweating coldly,

Shaking and trembling,

Like there is no tomorrow,

Fear of vomitting the food I ate,

Feeling dizzy and drowsy,

Hmmmm.... hmmmm....

Ohhhh... Ohhhh...

Verse 2:

My world turns upside down,

Everything changes,

All the foods I used to love,

I cannot eat it like how I used to eat it eve-ryday...

Scared for it trigger my GERD,

I felt very anxious,

Because of this illness,

Hmmmm... hmmmm...

Hmmmm... hmmmm...

Pre-Chorus:

You asked me to try the food you're eating,

But I cannot,

I'm scared of what might happen,

But you called me dramatic,

That I already changed,

If you only knew,

How I really wanted to eat it too with you?

This acid is killing me hard,

But I cannot really put my life at risk just for you,

I still wanted to live,

Hope you'd understand... ohhhh...

Chorus:

Be in my place first, so you know the feeling,

But you don't know how it feels like to swallow down the fire

To watch your own body turn into a liar

You call me dramatic, you tell me it's a phase

But you've never spent a second trapped inside this blaze

Yeah, it's easy to judge from your comfortable seat

When your mind and your gut aren't tasting defeat.

No, you don't know how it feels like.

Verse 3:

"Just take a antacid,

Just stop thinking so much"

Like a broken nervous system responds to a magic touch

You think I want to sit here counting every single breath?

Mistaking every reflux spike for a dance with death?

It's a vicious cycle where the worry feeds the flame

And the flame feeds the worry till I forget my own name

But you think it's a performance,

A show for you to watch,

While I'm measuring my life by the burning in my notch.

Pre-Outro:

Keep on rolling your eyes,

Keep on playing the judge,

It's where you're really good at,

Holding onto your ignorance like a personal grudge

Until the floor shakes beneath you and your chest starts to tight

I hope you never have to learn what it's like in the night.

OUTRO:

Yeah, you don't know how it feels like.

Just a little heartburn, right?

Just a little stress?

You don't know the half of it.

No, you don't know how it feels like.

Be on my situation first before you call me that