Mental Prism

Intro

Yeah

Everything looks different through my head

Same world

Different colors

Verse 1

I got a mental prism splitting every thought in two

Turn a little bit of nothing into something I can't lose

Every word you ever told me got a different shade of blue

I don't know if I'm remembering or making something new

I see red when I'm angry, see white when I'm numb

See the whole room go dark when I don't know what I've become

Every feeling gets refracted till it don't feel like it's mine

I can stare into the mirror and still never see my eyes

Maybe I'm overthinking, maybe I'm seeing too much

Maybe every little detail got a reason to fuck me up

I keep taking what you give me and I break it into parts

Then I wonder why I'm bleeding from a thousand little thoughts

Pre-Chorus

It's all inside my head

But it feels so real

I keep changing the lens

Just to change how I feel

Chorus

Mental prism, everything is splitting

One thought turns to five and I can't stop the vision

Red, blue, violet, every color in the distance

I don't know what is real when I'm trapped inside my prism

Mental prism, breaking down perception

Every little sentence turns into a new direction

Maybe I'm not broken, maybe I'm just different

But I can't find myself through this mental prism

Verse 2

I got memories bending like they're made of glass

I got pieces of the future mixing with the past

I can make a simple moment feel like something that'll last

Then I ruin something good just by thinking way too fast

"K" becomes rejection, "fine" becomes goodbye

"Whatever" sounds like hatred when I hear it in my mind

I know you didn't mean it, but my brain don't give a fuck

It'll build a whole disaster out of words you barely thought of

I keep searching for an answer in the things I shouldn't read

Looking for a hidden meaning in the spaces that you leave

Every silence has a voice, every pause becomes a sign

And I'm fighting with a version of you that only lives inside my mind

Bridge

Maybe I need to stop

Maybe I need to breathe

Maybe not every color

Means something underneath

Maybe the world is just the world

And I'm the one who bends the light

Maybe I don't need to understand

Every thought that crosses my mind

Chorus

Mental prism, everything is splitting

One thought turns to five and I can't stop the vision

Red, blue, violet, every color in the distance

I don't know what is real when I'm trapped inside my prism

Mental prism, breaking down perception

Every little sentence turns into a new direction

Maybe I'm not broken, maybe I'm just different

But I can't find myself through this mental prism

Outro

Everything looks different through my head

Same world

Different colors

Maybe I don't have to chase them anymore

Maybe I can let the light pass through