Paranoia

Intro

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Hook

Thinkin’, thinkin’, thinkin’ 'bout tomorrow

Paranoia took my peace, left me with sorrow

I don’t trust nobody, everybody feelin’ shallow

Every time I smile, it don’t feel natural

Thinkin’, thinkin’, thinkin’ 'bout tomorrow

Heart stay heavy, I been movin’ so slow

If I let you in, you might let me go

So I keep my distance, even from my soul

Verse 1

I don’t know who real when they talk to me

Everybody switch up so frequently

Used to call it love, now it look like greed

Everybody want somethin’ they don’t need

I been overthinkin’ every word they say

Even compliments feel like a game they play

If I trust too fast, I might lose again

So I build these walls I can’t break in

Late nights, I don’t even sleep right

Phone off, still hearin’ voices in my mind

Sayin’ “watch your back”, sayin’ “don’t be blind”

Now I can’t tell truth from a lie

Hook

Thinkin’, thinkin’, thinkin’ 'bout tomorrow

Paranoia took my peace, left me with sorrow

I don’t trust nobody, everybody feelin’ shallow

Every time I smile, it don’t feel natural

Thinkin’, thinkin’, thinkin’ 'bout tomorrow

Heart stay heavy, I been movin’ so slow

If I let you in, you might let me go

So I keep my distance, even from my soul

Verse 2

Used to have friends, now they feel like strangers

Every conversation got hidden dangers

If you stay too close, I start to overthink

If you leave too fast, I feel I might sink

I don’t even know if it’s them or me

Maybe I been broken for too long to see

Maybe paranoia just became my truth

Or maybe I just never healed my youth

Either way I’m stuck in my head again

Same old thoughts on repeat again

Tryna find peace but it slips away

Every single night, same replay

Bridge

I wish I could trust like before

But I don’t feel safe anymore

Final Hook

Thinkin’, thinkin’, thinkin’ 'bout tomorrow

Paranoia took my peace, left me with sorrow

I don’t trust nobody, everybody feelin’ shallow

Every time I smile, it don’t feel natural

Thinkin’, thinkin’, thinkin’ 'bout tomorrow

Heart stay heavy, I been movin’ so slow

If I let you in, you might let me go

So I keep my distance, even from my soul

Outro

Maybe I’m just thinkin’ too much...

Or maybe not enough...