Choosing Me(Jane)

Verse 1

Three in the morning

Staring at the ceiling while the mascara runs

Tapping on lip gloss like a barrier against the cold

It hurts to miss you

And I finally stopped lying about the weight

Pre-Chorus

Caught your silhouette from down the block

Hard to breathe as my heart started racing

I felt a little sad

I felt a little happy

I kept walking and didn't look back

Chorus

I am sad but I am doing okay

I am hurt but I still choose to smile

I miss you but I am finding my way

Learning how to live when the sun is gone

It is not all or nothing anymore

I can feel it all and start to heal

Even so

Even so

I will be just fine

Verse 2

Mondays I stay in bed to weep

Tuesdays I might dance until the floor shakes

You managed to break me

But you could never erase my name

Bridge

Put the ache in a wooden box

Kept the hope inside my denim pocket

The girl who fell apart

The girl who stayed in the dark

Is saying I got this today

Chorus

I am sad but I am doing okay

I am hurt but I still choose to smile

I miss you but I am finding my way

Learning how to live when the sun is gone

It is not all or nothing anymore

I can feel it all and start to heal

Even so

Even so

I will be just fine

Chorus

I am sad but I am doing okay

I am hurt but I still choose to smile

I miss you but I am finding my way

Watching how I glow in the pieces left

It is not about the forgetting

It is about remembering to move along

Even so

Even so

I am choosing me