I Never Meant It

Verse 1

So I lit the match myself and watched the whole thing burn

Picked the legends on purpose just to watch the bridge turn

Pointed at the man in the mirror with a loaded finger

Every diss was a shovel now I'm six feet in the dirt

Depressed as hell and angry so I made it all worse

Tore down every castle I was never gonna earn

Lookin at the graveyard and I know exactly who to blame

Verse 2

Shit I said the names I never should have said

Tried to kill the pain by puttin crosses on the dead

Now the silence in the room is louder than the screams

Bitch I know I broke it and I can't repair the seams

Nigga I was miserable and took it out on gods

Now I'm kneeling in the wreckage countin all the scars

Every apology is lighter than the weight I drag

Refrain

Fuck the career I killed it with my own two hands

Fuck the image I buried it beneath the quicksand

Pussy I was weak and made the weakness everyone's problem

Now I'm beggin for a pardon that will never come

Verse 3

Michael on the ceiling Tupac on the wall

I dragged their names through the gutter now they hear me crawl

Did it on purpose 'cause I hated being me

Thought if I destroyed myself they'd finally let me be

But the wreckage ain't ther endin I'm still standin in the flame

Callin out their spirits while I'm burnin down my name

Every time I open up my mouth I taste the grave

Verse 4

Shit I made a choice and now I live inside the cost

Turned respect to rubble 'cause I felt completely lost

Nigga I'm not askin for forgiveness from the crowds

I'm just spittin out the truth to shake off all the shrouds

Fuck the crown I threw it in the river long ago

Now I'm just a rapper with his hand above the undertow

Pussy this ain't talent this is just a bruise exposed

Refrain

Fuck the career I killed it with my own two hands

Fuck the image I buried it beneath the quicksand

Pussy I was weak and made the weakness everyone's problem

Now I'm beggin for a pardon that will never come

Outro

Mm

Never gonna come

Never gonna come

I let the light go out myself

I let the light go out