Beautiful Disaster

Intro

Mm

Hear me breathing

Mm-mm

Still here bleeding

Verse 1

I pull myself to pieces

So you can dance on my crimson body

I let you drain out my soul

Until I faded into nobody

But in the quiet I still hear breathing

A shadow version of me still pleading

Trying to rise from underneath

Where you kept me sleeping

Pre-Chorus

You can take me

You can't control me

I will sedate me

Watch me hate me

Chorus

Wake meeeeeee

I have to be dreaming

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

As I fight the feeling

Wake meeeeeee

Pull me from the deep end

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

As I try to stop the bleeding

Of a heart that keeps repeating

Verse 2

You are the one

You are the

Complete disaster

A beautiful collapse I'm chasing after

You twist the truth until it's holy

You carve your name into my story

But every echo that you leave

Still tries to own me

Pre-Chorus

You can take me

You can't control me

I will sedate me

Watch me hate me

Chorus

Wake meeeeeee

I have to be dreaming

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

As I fight the feeling

Wake meeeeeee

Please don't sedate me

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

As I claw back what's left of me

Bridge

In the dark I hear the static

Every thought turns automatic

I'm reaching out through all the noise

Trying to find my missing voice

If I break I break becoming

Something real instead of nothing

If I scream it's just to show

I'm learning how to let you go

Guitar Solo

Final Chorus

Wake meeeeeee

I have to be dreaming

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

But I'm still breathing

Wake meeeeeee

Please don't sedate me

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

As I rise from underneath me

Wake meeeeeee

Pull me from the deep end

Watching me hate meeeeeeeee

But I'm not I to build a new body

I let you drain out my soul

But you won't turn me into nobody

Mm

Still here breathing

Mm-mm

I'm not leaving